♥ Saturday, March 29, 2008

is this the end of us?jus bcus i didnt reply u in msn?i didnt noe it was u tt msn-ed me..u nvr msg me..i rlly dunno hu was it..i noe it doesnt feel gd when someone goes missing suddenly..cus u let me tasted it b4..bt wad u did to me was much worse isnt it?sms no reply..msn no reply..audi oso no reply..i onli nvr reply u in msn..this is wad i get..
u rlly wan me to leave u mah?

u r the one tt let me feel happy, sad, angry, jealous..

u r oso the one tt gave me warmth by being dere for me when i needed u..

bt sometimes u jus disappear into thin air..

everywhr i looked for u..i couldnt find u..

worried, sad n scared i start to feel..which was all scared off by u when u were back again..

nw u ask me to take care..does it mean u wan me to leave?

u said let fate decide whether we stay or not cus fate brought us tgt..

bt how do i noe whether fate will bring us tgt again or not..

do u rlly wan to leave me here..to withstand all those troubles ill meet?

he wrote @ { 7:49 PM }

♥ Thursday, March 27, 2008

the way u tok to me..the things u said to me..nw u telling me..u r alrdy dead?even b4 knowing me?means u bluffed me tt u r alive after knowing me..im so gullible mah?im tryin to hold back my tears le..until i go bathe..can u calm down pls?i dun wan u to faint again le u know mah?
sry..i afk-ed cus i went toilet..cus i scared i cry out..so went to wash my face..u no longer wan me le..i noe..im sry..im the one hangin n stickin to u..if u wan me to leave pls tell me..

seeing u liddat..it makes me v heartbroken..ni zhi dao mah?qiu ni zhao gu zi ji..shi ni shuo guo ni hui pei wo de..
mayb this is my retribution bah..wo ren le..jus wan u take care of urself..as for me..u wan me go..ill go..bt ill still msg u..no matter u reply or not..jus wan let u noe ill b dere for u when u need me..

he wrote @ { 8:45 PM }

♥ Saturday, March 22, 2008

u r the one tt can change my mood in a second..when u said..dunwan den dun folo..i was heartbroken..u noe i would pei u de..after tt..u abandon me immediately after i say i go le...i was v angry at tt time..or i shud say..both angry n sad...u said u wouldnt treat me liddat again..bt u did it again...i kept my anger n sadness bt the way u tok to me..made me wanna T_T..u said i dunno u faint..i guessed so..by saying this u r sayin i dunno u well...haix..den nxt..3months..u had nvr told me u onli have estimated 3 months left..how would i noe..u said u would spend many many 25ths wif me de..u cannot brk ur promise n abandon me de..
after tt..u said my char looked weird..i was v happy u noe..cus u cared..u bothered to see our cpl thingy..den after tt u toked to me..in a btr tone..i was so happy..i was wondering am i mad?in jus a second my mood can totally change..at first i rlly tot i couldnt stand it le..wanted to leave u alone..bt i dunno y..i jus cant..i wan to tok to u..wan to pei u..mayb i cared too much..made u feel pressurised ba..if tts the case..sry..n pls tell me so tt i will kip my mouth shut.. 3 more days..jiu 3rd month le..i rlly hope tt u would be honest wif me always n not kip anythin frm me le..all the qns in this post..pls ans me?

he wrote @ { 5:11 PM }

♥ Friday, March 21, 2008

y do u have to bluff me...kip things frm me when u promised u nvr would...im not trustable i noe..mayb tts y u dun wan to tell me abt wad happened ba..i tot u r the one tt made me feel useful...bt no...im still as useless as b4 ;D..tts y u dun tell me things abt u n neither do u wan to stay wif me..

i think USELESS is the onli word suitable for me..;D i wan u to stay..bt if u choose to leave me..i have no say as i have said im useless..take care..

he wrote @ { 6:10 PM }

♥ Thursday, March 20, 2008

good friday~tmr..

garne..can stop it..?u do these is of no use..go to ur guardian angel pls..dun come find me le...

la0p0 ;D..5 more days uh ^3^..hahah..make sure na san ge dun bully u ah..haha=X..anw take care;D

dere is nth i can do..pls..rao le wo ba garne..go to ur guardian angel..
bt one thing i can b happy abt is tt u r dere for me..happy enough le ;D
jys all of u for ur studies n work.. take cares

he wrote @ { 9:12 PM }

♥ Wednesday, March 19, 2008

T_T..die le..i made her angry le...T_T...bt i dunno wad i did...my butt pain 2 days le D;...laopo...bu yao bu guan wo...pls i beg u...wad i do wrong?tell me can mah?i beg u..can forgive me pls?

he wrote @ { 8:21 PM }

♥ Monday, March 17, 2008

i dunno wad happened to u..bt pls rmb to tc..ill be waiting for ur reply de..u dun have to get my forgive cus im not angry at wad u did..take care la0p0

garne..take care..jys in e days in taiwan..

he wrote @ { 9:08 PM }

♥ Saturday, March 15, 2008

hmmm..jialat liaos..hw not done!x.x..tmr nid chiong liaos~.~..hahah..dunno can finish anot=X..
today she nvr come on9..or mayb she did jus tt i dunno or she appeared off9...hmmm...dunno bahs..up to her;D hope she dun drink too much beer le;D

today i oso gt drink beer;D..bt abit less den 1 can..somemore 5% alcohol onli..lols..hahah..

;D 10 more days..take care..everyone tts arond me;D

he wrote @ { 9:12 PM }

♥ Friday, March 14, 2008

ni zhe ge yang zi..zhen de rang wo jue de hen pa..wo bu zhi zi shi ni jiu hui li kai..rang wo contact bu dao ni..wo zhen de zhen de hen pa...wo bu yao bu neng contact ni..ni shi zhi dao de..ni wei shen me zhe yang?wei shen me hao xiang bian le yi ge ren..ni yi zhi :D rang wo jue de hen hai pa ni zhi dao mah?

he wrote @ { 8:43 PM }

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ni yi ding you shi man zhe wo de..wei shen me yao yin man wo..shuo ke neng hui li kai yi zhen zi..wei shen me?!wo dou ba wo de shi dou gao su ni le..wei shen me ni yao zhe yang dui wo?ni ying gai zhi dao wo yao zhi dao ni suo you de shi de..ni ye da ying guo wo ni bu hui yin man wo ren he shi de..wei shen me ni yao pian wo..ni xiang rang wo bu xiang xin ren he ren mah?

he wrote @ { 8:27 PM }

♥ Thursday, March 13, 2008

glad tt u ok le^^dun get urself hurt again le la ok..take care ah..

garne..dun drink too much beer le kk..drink abit ok la..bt dun drink too much..its not gd..take care of urself..

zai ni men mian qian..zhuang kai xin shi wei yi de ban fa^^jy o..

he wrote @ { 9:42 PM }

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laopo..wo you xiang sheng qi que you sheng qi bu liao..ni ma wo de shi hou wo zhen de hen xiang ku..yin wei ni bu yao wo le..xian zai..wo zhen de hen dan xin ni..kuai dian hui lai..wo zai deng ni..ni qian wan bu neng you shi..kuai dian hui lai..rang ni bao rang ni muack rang ni da ye bu yong jin le..wo zhi yao ni kai xin..laopo..ni qian wan bu neng you shi ah..wo zai deng ni..kuai hui lai..ily..

he wrote @ { 7:39 PM }

♥ Wednesday, March 12, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAOPO!!u r officially 16 le..mus take care of urself le ok..jyjys..mama pooh mus stay happy forever de ok..if cold jiu wear jacket..cus nw raining..dun fall sick..take care ok..ALL THE BEST TO YOU!!hope tt EVERYTHING u hoped for WILL COME TRUE~

hope no one sees this?lols..i was thinkin y i didnt let go off my bolster n my hp..n y i didnt go out of the house..today raining..so actually if i went out..even i die she n my family oso wont noe..hahah..ok nvm..today her bday..i cannot carry on saying this leX.X..

he wrote @ { 4:35 PM }

♥ Tuesday, March 11, 2008

HAPPY BDAY LAOPO!!~in another..less den 5 hrs time..sheng ri guo le jiu 16 sui le wo..yao kai xin de guo o..bu guan fa sheng shen me shi..dou hui you ren pei zhe ni de!!zhe dian ni qian wan yao ji de o..muacks!take care ok..jys in sch oso!u can de!!jyjy..be happy forever!!hai you..yao deng wo o!!dao nov wo jiu hui he ni yi yang nian ji le..ji de deng wo o!!x33

laopo..i understand tt wad happen today dealt u wif a great blow..i understand tt its v diff for u overcome tt fact..bt..no matter wad..it is still a fact..u will still have to get along wif tt fact de..tt 2 megas i made is onli to try n cheer u up..bt i noe it didnt rlly help..haix..actually..seeing u liddat..i wan angry oso cannot..i myself though im sad oso bt i noe u r in greater pain den me..bt..i dunno how to cheer u..tts y i jus stay dere..see if keeping u accompany can make u happier abit anot ba..seriously..during tt time..my head like wan to bomba liao..bt i dun have a choice..i have to make her happy..when she is ok..though i have headache bt im rlly happy tt she is finally ok..back to the gurl i noe..hope tt she will b happy frm nw on..P.S..though im not a christian..god bless her pls..

he wrote @ { 7:09 PM }

♥ Monday, March 10, 2008

2 more days~you ren jiu yao bian 16 le!~poohpooh!reach 16 le dun run hor!!mus wait for me kk..hahah..yao guai ok..dun so xiao hai zi le..mus tc of urself le ok..x33

take care gurl..(not poohpooh)..i dunno when will we b ok again though..bt hope u can carry on in life happily^^all the best to you?well..though u wouldnt b able to c this, hope if u have any troubles can tell me ba?hahah..take cares..

he wrote @ { 6:15 PM }

♥ Sunday, March 9, 2008

y..u told me u wont cannot come on msn, sms, n audi wif me de..y nw u tell me this is mayb the last time???haix..it seems tt u have nth to tok to me..not at all ba..even when i tok to u..u will gif me a super short reply..mayb u dun wan to see me ba...haix..if tt is so, y dun tell me..ill scram de..everyday..i have to quarrel wif ppl..i rlly dun wan!!haix..bt deres always no one here for me...no one would be here for me..it seems tt everything is a lie...to noe tt someone hu said will b dere for u always is not rlly dere for u..wad would the feeling be..sigh..

kba..end here..i feel like im tokin to myself..haah..everyone treats me liddat de..haix..

he wrote @ { 9:40 PM }

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haix..ta ke neng bu ke yi pei wo zai msn, audi n mayb even cannot pei wo sms le..i rlly dun wan tt to happen..everyday she is the one tt ill sms..she jus told me..she forget how to smile/laugh le..i dunno y..bt i feel so useless..cannot even make her smile..haix..wei shen me..im not gd in studies alrdy..even wan make someone happy oso cannot..i stay in this world like no use..ni shuo you bu shi shi jie mo ri..yao wo bu neng sms ni jiu xiang shi jie mo ri yi yang..wo hui hen bu xi guan de..mei tian shui jiao qian dou hui he ni shuo yi sheng..you shi ni hai hui gen wo shuo bedtime story..ke shi xian zai...haix...ke neng zai ye bu hui you ren gei wo bedtime story, hong wo shui le...wo gai zen me ban...

he wrote @ { 7:12 PM }

♥ Saturday, March 8, 2008

yi bei zi yao ji de san ge zi, 我在这。zai wang ji de hua, wei yi yi ge guan xin wo de ren jiu hui li kai wo le..na..wo ye bu zhi dao zi ji ke yi zuo, shuo shen me le..xi wang zhe bu hui fa sheng..
521 184 721 241 zhe xie wo ye yao ji..i cannot afford to let her get away frm me le>.<..jy wanyan!! ill b here to support u de!!laopo jy o!! 184 dou hui zi chi ni de!

he wrote @ { 7:06 PM }

♥ Friday, March 7, 2008

ren shi wo, shi ni bu xin mah? wei shen me..zai wo shen bian de ren cong lai mei you yong yuan kai xin de..mei ci dou hui he wo chao jia, ran hou ku ne? wo dao di shi zen yang de yi ge ren? shi bai de ren mah? guan xin wo de ren dou mei ci wei le wo er shang xin. dan shi ta men you shuo wo bu neng li kai ta men..wo de nao zhen de hen luan..

shi wo nong ni kai xin hai shi yin wei se gui de yang zi rang ni kai xin ne? wo ye bu neng que ding..ke neng ta men zi shi jue de bu neng mei you yi ge ren he ta men fen dan ba?

he wrote @ { 7:19 PM }

♥ Thursday, March 6, 2008

y even after we r ok we still have to quarrel evryday?haix..is it rlly so fun to quarrel wif me?v nice mah?u have alot to quarrel wif me?den wad for tryin to gen wo he hao?haix..every single day ill have to quarrel wif some ppl..double trouble today?first quarrel wif carlton n den maple jie?fun uh?my mood hasnt been gd from the time i noe i fail so many subjs. bt y everyone wans to go against me..

shud i disappear frm them?isit better?den they wont have to quarrel wif me everyday le..save alot of their energy..n use it at other places tt r useful n not on a useless person like me..its better rite?

he wrote @ { 10:15 PM }

♥ Tuesday, March 4, 2008

i dunno y am i doing this blog. mayb cus of someone ba. u said u were not impt to me anymore. bt it is bcus i cant contact u tt often tts y. i noe wadever i type nw onli i can c, bt hu cares. lols. things went fine for us the last time we chat. bt, i dunno y yest u seem to try n find trouble between us. haix. mayb i shudnt even had talked to u in the first place. den all these wont happen le ba.

in any case, wish u all the best. although i dun think we r contacting anymore, hope tt u enjoys the time wif ur di. gd luck n jiayou for ur studies. take care of ur health esp. when its so cold at taiwan.

he wrote @ { 8:04 AM }